everybody sees this huge smile endless kindness and they think its just because I'm nice but its actually because I know what its like to hurt so badly inside that you feel nothing at all and I would never with this on anyone.
everybody sees this hardworking girl that is always willing to let you copy her homework but they don't see the hours of anxiety, of worrying about every possible thing I could have forgotten, of the strange panic that comes at the idea of refusing to hand my work over because I don't know how to say no.
everybody sees someone put together instead of someone who is falling apart everyone sees someone competent, talented, whole, someone
I am not.... ~ Always feel free to message me If you need anyone, I'm here:)! I love you all~